i had a terrible nightmare.
i was invited to a big baby shower type thing and this guy in a costume who was playing with some kids comes over. i could clearly see he was a football player at my old highschool.he crawled out of the costume and went in for a hug before whispering sorry and putting his hand over my face. i tryed to scream for help but it was too late.. when i regained consciousness this black tar was all over my belly and the baby was gone i couldnt stop crying and started searching for my baby. ( me being so far he had to of lived) and yeah. i just couldnt wake up. i was so torn..
i woke up to tell my fiancee but hes been watching my posts on this app so i didnt
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

So I had my baby at 12:46am but I’m asking for prayers or any good vibes sent my baby & my way. I had to have an emergency csection (never had one before either so still freaking out that I had one) because my placenta abrupted & now they transferred my baby to another hospital to give him care that this hospital doesn’t provide since he can not breathe on his own and he is going to be getting blood transfusions as well & they are saying it can go either way for my baby and I’m literally heartbr...

My Halloween costume when I was pregnant with my first baby. So many people were bothered but I love it haha.
So i just had to fall off with my sister for the simple fact me n my baby father got into a disagreement so the first thing he does is run over to my sisters house which i dont understand he always knocking on her door tho out of respect for me my sister should not allow him in her house especially if hes beening disrespectful to me. So its 12:33 am and hes over her house mind u she dates his friend which hes not round at moment.. Shes walking around with her draws out all the time what respect ...
i would have talked to him about it. writing a post and him reading it doesnt help you the way it would if you actually talked to him about it. its better in my opinion to talk then to wait for hin to read it