I don't care what ppl think of me, but I'm seriously considering putting my baby up for adoption. I love her with all of…

feelin any better today @emteebee

Preggie has been made aware ladies. Ignore her. @laynedaniel @andrew_nikolai2015 @emteebee @mrs.walton26 @mamajustice

I always feel great @ppcosttc thanks for the concern :-*

it's also a scientifically proven fact that people who curse more are much more intelligent than people who dont...

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@emteebee, if you need to talk I'm a message away

@laynedaniel, feel better? Happy for you educated Apache who curses like a white trash

@ppcosttc, hahaha white trash bitch you don't even know me... in fact you calling me that just proves you to be what you claim I am... I am an educated American and have a law degree plus im not even white bitch I'm apache... im a grown ass woman and I'll say whatever the fuck I want to... just like you... olga...

@emteebee I feel ya with the no breaks... I don't get em either... my son wants constant attention and breastfeeding makes the attachment that much stronger... I promise you everything will get better as long as you stay positive...I know it's hard but there is a beautiful bright light at the end of the tunnel

@laynedaniel, 😳😳 listen , white trash , every person has his own opinion. You like it or not. And stop cursing. If smb posts things like this, they have to be ready to listen to other opinion too although it might be not what they like.

@laynedaniel, Thank you. I mean, I am the kind of person to just cry when things are out of control. I laid her in her bouncer with music and went to cry my eyes out before calming down. I do believe that I have this. It's just sometimes, it gets extremely tough doing it by myself. There's no breaks at all. just me and her

@emteebee I understand sweetie! It is extremely hard to do with a partner, it's even harder doing it alone. but the reward is unimaginable! your baby will always look to YOU for everything, NOBODY else. My son is almost 7 months old now, and he already knows what's up at that young of an age! things do get better babe! we're all here for you😘😘

@samanthacross218, Thank you! I honestly appreciate it.

@mrs.walton26, I am trying my best. My daughter has everything she needs because I have to do what I have to to get them. She's fine. It's just me that's down sometimes.

are you fucking joking @ppcosttc your so fucking ignorant bitch! go be a fuckin troll elsewhere dumbass!!!

@emteebee just take a deep breath girl... in thru the nose out thru the mouth... try some mylicon it works wonders I promise... my baby cries a lot too and honestly sometimes I feel like I wanna throw him against a wall... I would never ever do that but when your overwhelmed stuff like that goes thru your head especially when you have post partum... I've even thought about dropping him off at a safe haven a time or 2... your not alone love.. I promise... if you need to talk or anything you more than welcome to message me... it doesn't make you a bad mom or person to feel the way you do it happens... im also a single ftm it gets ruff all by yourself... stay strong and vigilantly very :-)

@leiibaaaby, @mrs.walton26 , @valerie_jean , @analisa_ag , @monica810 , @lovemyson_610 , Thanks for just reading and understanding. I honestly have not a single soul to talk to besides random strangers and my daughter. I love her with every bone in my body. I am so stressed out and I have been with my daughter day in and day out with zero breaks. I pump, tend to her, and that's it. I had a job that I had to leave because I don't have anyone to babysit or anything. It's just me and her. That's all I have.

I am sorry for rude words!! But if really need help, you should go to a doctor!! Not here!! Maybe i was really rude. I apolodise. But please, please. Keep the baby!!! You can not imagine how many women i know who would give everything to have a baby. For all the money in the world!!

you can reach out to me and message anytime!! I know I have support from my husband but trust me he can't even handle her sometimes.. so please feel free!!

@emteebee, EVERYONE is entitled to express their feelings. Just ignore that idiot. Sometimes things are said because at that certain time you feel that way and thats fine. All that matters is that you are still trying your best to be a good mom without anyones support.

@andrew_nikolai2015, I will regret it. It was a thought and I posted it just to let it out. I don't have people to talk to so I posted it here. Some people are so judgemental and all I was looking for was some kind of help or something.

Im nobody to try and make her keep her baby. Thats HER choice. Noone is saying a baby is a toy but pp depression is a serious thing. Im glad you hate this "kind" of women what ever the fuck that means because if you cant tell your kind are hated as well. @ppcosttc

@emteebee, it gets better hun trust me. If you give up your daughter you might regret it later then it will be too late. The pain of separation between a mother and child is unbearable. My son was taken from me and put in the NICU and I bawled my eyes out till I got my son. It gets hard, really hard but as mothers we have to be strong for our children. Your daughter is beautiful and she loves you. Although she may cry and be fussy at time she loves you. If you need to talk message anyone of us mom's on here we are more than willing to talk. Sometimes all you need is a break.

@mrs.walton26, are you listening to yourself? Instead of saying that she should keep a baby, you are writing to me. What is wrong with you people? This her baby!!!! Not a toy!! Depression comes and goes and baby is always there. 🙈🙈🙈 ok. I am done. I always hated this kind of women and will be . If you can not be a mother, never ever will be one!! Poor baby.

@ppcosttc postpartum depression is very very serious. Mothers who have it very badly even have visions of killing their babies. So please, you're only making it worse. She obviously needs to talk to someone without judgement. Move along.

Everybody might have depression but writing about adoption. Omg 🙈🙈🙈 be fucking strong. This is your baby. This is the most precious thing that life could give you

@ppcosttc how is someone supposed to know if they're going to struggle with post partum depression? no way does that make her a bad mother! most women have thoughts like these, instead of keeping them bottled up, she's reaching out for help from other mothers who have been there before! nobody said anything about her not loving her daughter, in fact it's the exact opposite! go jump off a fucking bridge somewhere bitch!

@emteebee I'm also a single mother & I know how hard it is! message me anytime & I'll give you my number & feel free to yell, cry, talk, or laugh with me! things will get better for you babe!

I might be a bitch, but for your daugther you will be a more bitch.

@emteebee, Hey, if you need anyone to talk to you can always reach out to me as well as the other non judgemental mommas on here. I know I dont know your situation but sometimes its just as easy as venting or talking to someone. Being a FTM and not having much support is really hard, but Im more than sure you got this love. Ignore all the negative comments.

From reading your previous post from the past i think you have postpartum depression and should get help and talk to somebody goodluck!

@lovemyson_610, oh really? And putting baby for adoption this is so nice. Single mom. my grandma was a single mom with 2 kids, i know a lot of single moms with kids, but they love there kids and would never give them up for adoption . Instead of telling me how rude i am, women who are not sure if they can not care about a baby, should simply not have a baby.

You don't know what the situation is bitch, so move along right off of my post with your negativity. @ppcosttc

@ppcosttc, maybe you shouldnt comment if you dont have anything nice to say. Obviously your mom didnt raise you well. If you dont have anything nice to say, dont say it at all. Every mother goes through some sort of depression and its normal. Maybe you should just delete your comment and move on.

Do what you think is best. It's very very hard being a mother but I promise it gets easier. I'm a single mother too. I know how it is.

Lol are you even real? Your profile picture is clothes and all you've posted was a picture of a stroller and everything else is in Russian. Go be rude somewhere else. @ppcosttc

@ppcosttc,

yes I'm aware but that's her decision go ahead and judge but she didn't get an abortion she kept her child and she's trying to decide what best for her and her child. your negativity isent going to help her situation instead you judge her and I don't see why go ahead have a different opinion but I promise your not perfect either.

@analisa_ag, when you have sex you are supposed to use condoms, so that later things like these dont happen. And believe me i can judge. There are women who would do anything to have a baby.

you can do it, u have to be strong that's the challenges of being a parent. Google any questions u have, feed her rock her snuggle, give warm baths, maybe take her to the doctors, maybe her tummy hurts, make her full before bed so she stays asleep. I do it alone too but I'm use to kids and I have a lot of patients. But please just relax, take a breath, take a hot shower have some wine, u can do it.

@emteebee your baby may have colic. several of my friends have baby's who had it and it made their ppd very bad. it kinda sounds similar to what you're going thru. try giving her gripe water, or the doc can prescribe the baby zantac or something for reflux. @ppcosttc that's extremely rude of you! you have no right to say that, to anyone, until you've been a single mother, stfu!

if that's what u feel is right I wish the best for u there r alot of ppl who would love 2 have a child or if u change ur mind it will b ok 2 if u ever need 2 vent in private I'm here no judgment

@ppcosttc, she's allowed to have her own opinion if she feels unable to do it on her own at least she is giving the baby a chance at life with someone who can care for her (if not herself) who are you to judge.

you can contact a wic office or a neighbor care clinic and they have alot of options and help with children of you need it . adoption is real serious girl I hope you really think about it before making that decision

Your mom was supposed to put you to adoption 🙈🙈 i don't understand why god gives people like you kids