Hi, I just need to vent, my daughter will be 1mnth tomorrow, my mil lives across the st from us, she is an alcoholic.…

Hi, I just need to vent, my daughter will be 1mnth tomorrow, my mil lives across the st from us, she is an alcoholic. she hasn't bonded at all with my child. she just isn't a motherly kinda women

she may of held my daughter once. so yesterday she came over and wanted to hold the baby, I agreed only cuz I felt she does need to bond with her not to mention I had things that needed to b done around the house. n its hard to get these things done cuz my baby has colic n always is screaming n crying n wanting to b held.so the things that needed to b done was like wash n make bottles, make my bed etc. so I let her hold her. mind u it was 11am , long story short she's walking around the house holding the baby. after awhile she standing in front of my couch with her like she's ready for me to take her.so Im standing behind her about to grab the baby when all a sudden she falls towards my table almost dropping the baby. I scream n catch them both. my baby was so close to hitting the table that my elbow hit table when I caught them.the babies screing n crying. I smelled the alcohol on her when I was close to her

she nvr even said sorry I'm sooo pissed. never again will she hold her if she's been drinking. n my hubby didn't say anything. I think he was more imbarressed then anything