Really feeling down tonight. I can't stop thinking about how she's supposed to be coming home in 2 days and now she doesn't get to. I hate staring at an empty bed. It's driving me nuts. I keep thinking it's okay bc now we have a few extra days to buy last min things and to decorate her walls a little or do last min touch ups and making myself believe I'm okay, but I'm not. I'm so sad and disappointed . I want her home , in my arms. Where i don't have to drive a hour to only be able to stay a hour maybe a hour & a half. This sucks so bad.
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yep. so now as long as she doesn't do it again she'll come home Tues , which is too long !!!!
As shitty as that is, at least it happened in the nicu rather than at home without someone to help. does your nicu make you stay 5 days after a spell?
@kimberlyyyy, she had a spell this morning and needed helping bringing her sats back up.
She'll be home eventually though and when she comes home everything will fall into place. 💜 I know it's hard.
They just want to make sure she's ready to come home so she doesn't give you w heart attack. Take each day as it comes. I hope she can come home on Tuesday. If you think about it, keep me updated!