as I sit here and drink a much needed glass of wine while my little one is asleep & I'm waiting for my husband to get off of work .I can't help but to think of what a bittersweet day this is for us.it was this day last night my husband had to rush me to the hospital for really bad stomach cramping .once we got to the hospital and was transferred to the maternal and fetal unit .it was discovered that not only were we pregnant but that we were expecting twin & the chances of us meeting them both were very slim .this was the only time I got a chance to see the both of them on an ultrasound ,because everyone after he/she was gone .I was so excited thinking that if I did everything they told me to do my chances would increase.he was very excited as well .but a short few weeks later once again rushing to the hospital for bad cramping and the doctor was only able to find one baby with no explanation to where the other one was and what happened to him / her .nonetheless my pregnant was amazingly beautiful because I was still blessed with an HANDSOME,BEAUTIFUL little boy who I'm now and forever will be thankful for knowing he was fearfully and wonderfully created just for me .