U are just as pure as your child. Ur feelings and all. Your child feels that and you don't deserve it after u gave him the best gift he can receive. You are a creator which is the best thing besides finding out ur Jesus lmao I'm only speaking the truth and the truth must be heard

Thank you sooo much seriously I needed to hear that @kclee_mah

U are the best mom u can be. Don't u dare think otherwise. I thought that. I still do but I fight it. As soon as I see my kid look at me I know that my feelings don't matter no more it's all about my daughter. And I put a smile on my face because I know my daughter doesn't deserve to see me upset or to hear me wrap over something, someone that doesn't deserve the care. U probably love ur man dearly. But he's not gunna know what he really got until it's gone. By that time ur gunna realize that ur man was a waste and the only thing he was good for was the outcome of your son. Trust me ur not alone mama. Your to pretty for this bullsh*t. I'm also going thru something with my baby father and my daughter is only 13 days old. And I'm still with him.. I'm slowly taking one step at a time and I know u and I are strong women lol I mean we had children the hardest thing a women can do lol. Ur relief will come with in time. Life wants you to learn a lesson to see how strong u can be and how long ur able to tolerate it in order to determine your future.

I'm literally just laying here holding my baby crying & he's out having fun @kclee_mah I just want to be the best mom I can be

U can do it. If u feel u can't then think.. "I can do this not for me but my child" if your strong enough to get a kid ur strong enough to get thru this. Always think positive if that don't work then buy soda and a pie of pizza.. Lol

I'm sorry to here hope things get better