??? My child is NOT disgusting just because he has HFMD. I feel beyond awful that he even has it, but now I feel like facking shat since my family makes it seems like he's so disgusting. I'm just gonna lay in bed and cry ??
Finding it hard to enjoy motherhood :( I'm just so exhausted all the time because my baby doesn't sleep.. My whole days and nights are spent trying to get him asleep, and when he's awake he's only happy for about 15-20 minutes and then he's fussy and crying again. He has no health issues as far as the doctor is concerned. I'm pretty sure he's just miserable because of the lack of sleep which makes me miserable :(
Rant My SO has been rude a lot ever since I've gotten pregnant...he said he doesn't care about my pregnancy, he doesn't even take one day off from work just ONE to come to at least one ultra sound appointment. I mean he's always making sure I'm fed, he lets use the heating pad, and even apologized to saying he doesn't care. He can mess with me all day but when I want to join and play around he gives me an attitude. He just makes me feel like s*** at times. He's a great fiancé don't get me wrong, but he can really get on my nerves and makes me upset to the point I go to bed earlier than him and cry until I fall asleep. Idk if it's the hormones or something/: I try to be a great fiancé. But I always seem to fail /:
Caellum Shain, born June 2nd at 2:23 PM at 37+4. He's perfect, 6 lb 15 oz and 20 inches. He's been such a good baby, lots of sleeping and he has latched on quite a few times and sucked but he doesn't stay on long lol. Hoping he picks it up soon. It was a long labor, about 24 hours. He was born with the assistance of a vacuum because he did not want to come on his own, he had his head turned a way that no matter how much I pushed he would not get free. One push push with the vacuum and he was almost all the way out, one more push without it and there he was! It was a very hard labor, I opted for an epi after 10 hours when the pit and them breaking my waters was so painful that I started vomiting. I don't regret it because of how much longer it went on, everything took about 24 hours. Not my birth plan but I'm just happy he's here and it was vaginal.
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Is scared me at first but now I'm use to it, he's a good baby! @mommytomia
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