Okay this is going to kinda of be a crazy rant. It might not make sense at all. But I do need to rant due to the fact I haven't told my family yet. I'm 17, And when I found out I was pregnant. I did want an abortion. I asked my bf and sister to take me. But they flipped out and made a huge intervention about it. (Which I am grateful for. My little pumpkin gives me a reason.) I thought everything was going good. But my boyfriend didn't show up at the doctor appointment today! Which made me sad, But I understand he had to work. Well so call "work!!!" My friend saw him at the mall with a bunch of friends. I had to hear my baby's heartbeat all alone. And that was a moment I wanted to share with someone!! I don't understand. He stopped me from getting an abortion. But barley acts like he gives a damn. I'm currently in San Antonio right now. But I'm moving to Houston. Which is were my sister lives. Now is when it gets confusing and I seem like a bad person. Two years ago I met this guys my sister is friends with, And fell hardd. He did to. But didn't want to do anything due to my age. Recently we just got in touch. And he's offered to buy the baby's crib and nursery. He's been so sweet to me. And shown so much care, When my boyfriend hasn't. He knows I'm still in a relationship. And understands I can't do anything right now because I am with BF. But It's just insane. I haven't told my mom yet either. I said that I'm going to college in Houston! And left it at that. Which I know is sooo horrible. But I just want to do what I think is best. I want my baby to know their dad. But I don't want to be in a unhappy relationship. I know this was long! Thank you for reading it!!!