oh wow. I'm sorry to hear that

I've had 3 m/c and this is the 6th time being pregnant. ... I still get super nervous and I have 2 kids . .

I'm trying to relax but its so hard when I'm so nervous

I was so nervous I was sick at the first one and I'm 30 weeks now and get nervous before every appointment. I have had loses and it's so hard to relax and enjoy the journey!

After my miscarriage, I lost hope so it was hard to be exited to hear a heartbeat when I kept telling myself that their probably wasnt going to be one that I just got my hopes up again. Didnt even tell my husband for 3 months kux I was scared and didnt want to have his feeling hurt again if I wasnt pregnant or if I lost the baby again. I didnt want to see that look in his eyes again, not of disappointment or hate but of sadness. Made me cry.

as long as its not just me driving myself crazy haha. @krystlpaws that's exactly my situation

I was scared kuz Id had a miscarriage before and was worried that my pregnancy was all in my head.

I was scared too *hugs*