so over whelmed my boyfriend has another baby on the way she is having the baby right now she has been terribly rude to me and said horrible things to me.. of course I'm going to love the baby because the baby is part of my boyfriend whom I love dearly but I'm afraid that I'm going to not let my self be close to this baby the way I should due to its mother and his family the way they make a difference between the two... I'm afraid that they are going to push my baby to the side when it comes to this baby I am afraid that they will treat her baby and his oldest baby better then they will mine