I hate that my SO gets like this.. I love him so much but all he wants to do is get intoxicated. Hes…

I hate that my SO gets like this.. I love him so much but all he wants to do is get intoxicated. Hes drunk and claims hes sober and everything hes telling me is just hurting my heart. He wants me out of his life and he will play his part in brysons life when hes here, he wants to party with his friends. Ugh.. makes me so sad. I love him so much hes completely opposite with me but when he gets like this it hurts my heart