I hate to be Debbie downer but I am so severely depressed...... I want to enjoy my pregnancy but it's so incredibly hard to do it without a partner or my mom (she died last year). I feel like this weak female..... But the nights are so hard.
Trying to shave but I cant see anything I don't want my baby to come out while the doctors are trying to see through my hair:( it's so hard and now it's really itchy I shouldn't of put creme after words !!!!!! Shaving has never been so hard :(
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Well I just left my husband. Idk if it’s permanent or not. This is so hard....
I finally was able to get ahold of some of my old pictures of me and my fiancé, it's still so freaking hard to even look at them I miss him so much
Ok so not using actual numbers.. But everyone knows I'm over weight since having my girls. It's no secret. BUT i was talking with my hubby last night and idk how we got to this but he said something like (not using actual numbers) no one should weigh 800lbs, they should take care of themselves. And i said so what if someone weighs 800lbs? He said no one should weigh that, they should be healthier. I said well i almost weigh 800! I'm in the 790s. And I'm healthy. I may be overweight but i don't have any diseases, no high cholesterol, no high blood pressure, i don't have a bad heart, lungs, or anything else. So I'm healthy I'm just over weight. So then we argued about him having an issue with my weight.. Am i wrong in this? Because it really hurt my feelings.. I've tried sooo many different things to lose weight but having hypothyroidism makes you gain/hard to lose. And my medications for depression and anxiety cause you to gain also.. So it's very hard to lose weight.. But i didn't even know he had an issue with my weight until last night..
Lauren·
В ожидании первенца
Thank you both so much. I just have to get through this pregnancy. I'm moving near my aunts and cousins after the birth to have help with the baby, and I'm all set up there with specialty mental health treatment for pregnant/postpartum women. I actually had to go inpatient on a psych unit when I was 13 weeks because my depression was so bad. Don't ever want that to happen again, I have to get better for my baby boy
Tailor·
Мама сына (1 год), беременна (21 нед.)
but you can definitely talk to me whenever you need to and if you want/can you can text me I'll private message you my number.
Sara J·
Мама дочки (4 года)
Do not feel down on yourself for feeling this way. My Mom passed in 2010 from "unknown causes". She never got to meet my Daughter and my Mom wanted a granddaughter so badly. She won't get to meet this baby either. It breaks my heart. I'm here if you ever get lonely. My Family lives in a whole other state so it's just me, my bf (the father), his family, and some friends.
Tailor·
Мама сына (1 год), беременна (21 нед.)
honestly I don't even know I met my fiance and I've slowly been getting there, I still feel like I'm dying inside everyday from losing my son but I know he'd want me to be happy about his little brother or sister, me and my fiance who raised my son from 2.5 months old to the day we lost him miss him everyday and we always talk about him but I don't know how I got back on my feet.
Lauren·
В ожидании первенца
Wow @mamaofangelbaby0610 I cannot imagine losing a baby to SIDS..... Thanks for the words of encouragement. How did you get back on your feet?
Tailor·
Мама сына (1 год), беременна (21 нед.)
it's hard but I promise it gets better.
Tailor·
Мама сына (1 год), беременна (21 нед.)
I know how you feel, my ex Decided he didn't want to be a father to my son and my mom never got to meet my son because she committed suicide in July of '09 and my son was born August 14 of 2014.