On 11/07/15 I was admitted to the hospital at 25 weeks. I was transfered to a high risk hospital and…

On 11/07/15 I was admitted to the hospital at 25 weeks. I was transfered to a high risk hospital and they told my O.B. that if they were going to deliver the amount of blood flow my son was receiving he would die. The hospital never told me this and never delivered. On 11/09/15 during my nursing round checks they couldn't find a heartbeat. my son's heart had stopped. They induced labor and on the 12th my son was born sleeping. I am a total mess. I have so much anger at the hospital for letting my son die. They did nothing for me. I'm just so lost. We are trying again. but that also is scary. my husband has been an amazing support thru everything I'm just a mess.