1:21am and still crying. Someone actually told me that I'm overreacting like the baby died versus the birth mom changing her mind. It feels like it all the same. I won't be raising him or her. I won't be seeing him or her grow up. I'll look at children the same age and instantly think about the plans I had. I still feel just as empty and numb and shocked. She never told me once she had mixed emotions. Every single day, she would reassure me that this was my baby. Then she took it. I only got to take a short nap because I had a few drinks. To lose 4 babies in my life then to have this one taken away from me...I have this massive void inside me. I just was not meant to be a mother 💔
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Honestly that's crazy and absolutely horrible of her... I know that your blessings are just around the corner love don't give up ❤️ and I'm only an inbox away as well and I work overnight so I can be there on your sleepless nights... I'll pray for you since that's all I can do and wish you nothing but baby dust 😘😘 @jaye.gatsby
I don't blame you, you need time for yourself . She did start it all she lead you on and it's not fair at all . All you can hope is the baby is healthy and has a good life but for her u don't have to wish I'll on her but I wouldn't wish any good on that bitch either she's a bitch for doing that . I get that she probably got attached and all that but at the same time she allowed u to as well and didn't stop it instead she get taking and taking up until she couldn't anymore . Hope you feel better soon here if you need to talk
@mrscruz0530 I haven't heard from her since my last text to her. I shut down my facebook and other social media since it all happened. I don't wish ill of her but I don't want anything to do with her. She started all of this
This girl is psychotic.. To even say yes very selfish like wtf??? You don't do that to someone you've been so nice to her buying her things assuring her that the baby will be well taken care of like she could've been honest with you "a while" ago since she's been feeling this way that's just ridiculous and heartbreaking I'm so sorry u have to go through this . Wasn't she the one who suggested the whole adoption thing in the first place?? I really hope it all works out for u and you get your baby u have every right to be upset but still I'm very sorry you should really cut her out of your life like asap I think it's the best thing to do you don't need to be affiliated with some one like that
I feel the best place for that baby would be with you. @jaye.gatsby
@mrugg I have a home for this baby. She couch hops. She relies on W2 from her first kid while I have a stable job. I just don't understand 💔
I'm so sorry! You seem like such a nice and very loving person and would have given that baby the moon if you could have. I still want to throat punch her for what she had done to you! @jaye.gatsby
@simplyfirstbaby no, it was all legal fees and things I did for her
The more I think about it the more she makes me so mad for hurting you like this. This is one of those things you don't give someone then rip it away like it was nothing. Then to say your being selfish all I want to do is drive to Milwaukee and find her and throat punch her. It's only like a hour drive for me that's not bad lol! @jaye.gatsby
Taking the emotions out of it... Do you get your money back? @jaye.gatsby
She should have been honest with you right when she started having these feelings. I don't think your in the wrong for feeling the way you do! @jaye.gatsby
let me see them . if you don't mind . you can't do that to people . that fucks them up..
@monilovesautumn she says she's felt this way for a while. Wtf is a while? You should see these texts she's sent me. So heartless like I haven't spent so much (emotionally and monetarily) into this baby
you will have you time hunny. just keep trying. god will bless you with your own baby one day soon. I know how that feel to lose babies . I lost my twins and had miscarriages
she was giving the baby up for adoption? why she didn't just tell you in the beginning she wasn't sure that she was going to go through with it instead of getting your hopes up that's fucked up
@monilovesautumn this morning at court, the birth mom changed her mind about the adoption then called me selfish for not being able to be the God mother
what happened hunny? what to talk about it? mail me
sorry I'm so late @jaye.gatsby , that's so fucked up . she's a evil ass person . she's being selfish . if she has no place to live and no job then wtf is she doing? you are the best fit for that baby . I say take her ass back to court to prove she's unstable