4 losses and one failed adoption. I never enjoyed Mother's day until today. Everyone is being so sweet. I hope you all have a great mother's day

May I have you ladies advice? For those who remember, a few months ago, I was supposed to adopt a baby from my pregnant "friend". I was at every doctor's appointment, told you all everything; including when we were in front of a family court judge and she decided to change her mind (baby daddy was shocked as well). She gave birth yesterday (induced) to a beautiful baby boy at 37 weeks. She was high risk and I learned he may need heart surgery. I want to reach out to her (we haven't spoken since ...

The birth mom of the baby I was supposed to adopt is being induced right now 😢💔

Hi everyone! I haven't been on here since everything happened but I wanted to come back because I missed you all and plus I have news! I have a surrogate! We're just in the process of working things out and have a lawyer contacted and everything is being drawn up so fingers crossed this adoption journey is successful!!

Its like she wants to stick this knife deeper into me. The only thing I have of my beautiful baby and she wants to take them back. I'm not sure if she wants some kind of response or what but this hurts. How could we possibly be friends after you ended my world? Just keep pushing me further into this depression 💔

I swear if the birth mom wasn't pregnant, I would punch her dead in her shit! I'm not even a violent person, I never even gotten into a fight but she keeps texting me about nothing and drama just to fucking hurt me man...great to know my baby will be raised by such a "great" person 💔

I just uploaded my final video. Again, I want to thank everyone who has been so nice to me during all of this. It took two hours to get this video because of how emotional it is.

I think I'm going to deactivate my Preggie. I don't want to fill anyone's newsfeed with all this sad negativity and let's face it, I'm not joining the mom train anytime soon. I hope the best for everyone. I just don't think I belong here.

My mother is being so nice to me. She wants me to talk to her and I want to talk. What do I even say? Sorry for getting your hopes up? I failed her and I failed my baby. I don't even want to breathe, it hurts so bad. I wish I was not around 💔

i just want to thank everyone who has sent me messages and have been so supportive through this. I get to see my therapist today and despite not wanting to get out of bed, I will go. The amount of support you all have given me is so amazing compared to people close to me. Thank you all.