I feel horrible tonight.. Depressed. Ugly.. I really don't like myself much. I look for excuses to hate myself..like even look at my husbands exs and pretty much see them prettier then me. Like how did you go from that to this.. I mean I understand we are married and he calls me his soul mate.. Just seen it and heard it before that it's hard to believe .. I do believe when I'm perfectly fine .. Just late night when I over think stuff pretty hard..