- my baby girl has been in NICU since yesterday , I'm so sad I just wanna hold her but i can't , having to see her in a little box with little tubes feeding her only makes me even sadder .. I just wanna be able to hold you in my arms Madysen ... I just pray things get better . I know it's not anything serious I just hate to see you this way & not be able to cherish and hold you like I want ..