why am I so crazy? like I feel so bad for my man. he does nothing wrong and I accuse him of…

why am I so crazy? like I feel so bad for my man. he does nothing wrong and I accuse him of everything. I thought he was doing shady shit today so he comes home early from work to prove to me he's not doing anything. I feel so bad. he's like I'm hoping one day you can trust me and that I really love you and not doing anything sneaky. it just sucks cause I KNOW he's not doing anything but I always think he is for some reason. ugh.