This time around with breast feeding is so hard... I'm getting so overwhelmed because I know he's…

This time around with breast feeding is so hard... I'm getting so overwhelmed because I know he's eating but it feels like they fill right back up to the point where they are gonna pop in like ten minutes. I just want to be past the hard part. I'm also so exhausted. and almost fall asleep as soon as he's latched. I'm cramping really bad. to the point where it wakes me up at night. my doctor didnt send in my prescription. so I'm waiting for someone to have ibuprofen that I can take. rough patches suck when it comes to money. :/ and having a baby. I love him so much. all the pain is so worth it.