So I'm planning a trip back to IL with my boyfriend. 18 hours away from where I am now. I'm scared, nervous, and everything else in between! I'm happy to finally be with him again but there's a problem.
I have no family there, his family is far away. My boyfriend might have a job which I'm so happy about! but I'll be alone, totally alone for 40+ hours a week. He's telling me I'll be okay, I'll do what I can because (in his words) "Women have been doing it for thousands of years." I understand but he doesn't seem excited or anything for our baby. I'm scared that its going to be just me with raising this child...
I'm a FTM and I don't think he understands how much anxiety and stress I have...
I hope I don't sound dumb. I'm sorry.