She is absolutely perfect ❤️👑

Our precious little rainbow baby was born at 4:48 am this morning on the same exact day last year we got the news our little one no longer had a heartbeat. She is truly a blessing from God and has turned what would have been an incredibly sad day into a day of remembrance on just how precious life is. She perfectly completes our family ❤️🌈

My little pumpkin is clearly very comfy in there. I really thought getting my membranes swept Friday would have done the trick but I guess not.

My Dr did a membrane sweep this morning and if that doesn't work I go in Monday night to be induced. I can't believe any day now I will be holding my little princess 😊❤️👑

Trying to stay positive that this baby will come on her own is getting harder with only 4 days left until my due date. It also doesn't help that people keep calling and texting me asking me if I'm in labor or if I feel like it's getting close. I seriously just want to turn my phone off and sleep the days away until she decides to come but instead I will answer the phone bite my tongue being nice and take care of my 4 kids like I'm not about ready to pop because regardless of how I feel life does...

My husband has been calling and checking on me a lot these past two days while he's at work. He even triple checks with me before he walks out of the door for work that I'm positive the baby isn't coming. I think he may be a little more anxious than I am waiting and not having a set day to be induced.

According to this tomorrow is the day. It would be nice but I still have no signs baby wants out so we shall see.

For the first time in months I woke up and my hips aren't hurting plus I actually feel good. I'm not sure if this is the calm before the storm (labor) but I will take it :)

I can't believe I'm in my last days of my last pregnancy. I'm actually not sad at all just anxious to hold her and have our family complete ❤️

I had my weekly appointment today and at almost 39 weeks nothing is going on at all. I've been walking, having sex, bouncing on the ball and making myself sick eating spicy food to find out not even my cervix is softening. I lost it after my appointment because this is my last and I really wanted to not have to be induced again. Even though it is disappointing that this labor may not go as planned I have to remember that all that matters is my little rainbow baby is healthy and even though it se...