rant does anybody understand me?...i can only clean so much in a day before i tire myself out, we…

rant

does anybody understand me?...i can only clean so much in a day before i tire myself out, we still havent opened any of the babys stuff because i cant clean the whole house in one day...but i start to make progress and i turn around and its back where i just started and i just want to cry... my husband doesn't see why its upsetting

then i got my first car the other day, it was running great, i only got to drive it once since i havent gotten my actual liscense yet, my husband wont let me practice.. but last night it died...only a few days after i got it, the battery is completely blown.

then i can't say anything about my husbands new attitude with out it blowing up in my face...

im being monitored twice a week for stress testing now...i guess thats not a big deal i just want to cry but then i have to explain it all to him for the millionth time and he either throws a fit or changes for a couple hours and its back to normal...