I'm really trying to stay positive, but it isn't having a kid that scares me, it's thinking that I'm…
I'm really trying to stay positive, but it isn't having a kid that scares me, it's thinking that I'm not in love with my partner and thinking I have to be attached to him for the rest of my life or at least 18 years, makes me sooooo mad and upset. I wish I didn't feel that way, especially because he is so supportive & willing to help. I know I don't have to be with him, but I look at him and I just feel disgusted with myself. I have been bleeding a little bit for 2 days, but went to the doctor & he said everything seems normal. Maybe I'll feel more excited later, I hope. I know if I don't have a miscarry the baby it'll be a blessing and a miracle and I want it to be a girl so bad. lol only time will tell.
Sarah·
I'm sorry you're going through that. I can sort of relate. I am over half way pregnant, my ex was emotionally and verbally abusive so we aren't together anymore even though he wants to change and be there for the baby and me. I'm in the process of moving from my apartment and don't really have a place to go, my car lease is almost up, I have jo familial support here in AZ so I'm looking for different jobs near family. Its all so stressful. Just try to take it day by day, this pregnancy is a blessing and was meant to be! I can't wait to meet my little girl or boy, I chose not to find out!