Seriously don't think I will have another baby... Ever. I know famous last words. My boyfriend is already talking about how he needs a sibling. I'm like ummmm no. He's fine.
@geladactyl, pregnancy is so so so hard. If I could skip pregnancy I would love one more. But nope. Not happening. I'll be happy with my little family. Two is so much harder than one. I'm like TWO car seats. No. To much.
I'm so scared to think about having another. I want a big family but pregnancy is so darn hard on me!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
This sounds so horrible to say, but I would always think about how nice it would be to just go into deep sleep and wake up right before my baby is born! It's been causing problems between my husband and I, and our family. Never thought it'd be this difficult :/ if you ever need to complain or vent about anything, message me!!