in a week on November 14 will officially be a year that I gave birth to my daughter at 33 weeks she…

in a week on November 14 will officially be a year that I gave birth to my daughter at 33 weeks she was a stillborn and sometimes I feel so guilty that I'm excited that I'm expecting another baby while she isn't able to enjoy life... I'm expecting a new life and at the same time I'm still mourning one I don't wanna be to stressed out or depressed about my daughters 1st birthday because I don't want the stress to effect my son that I'm carrying and I just feel so guilty SMH......this is my daughter her name is Lyric Alivia