Every here and there. I grieve. not over the lost of someone but for everything I once dreamed for. A romantic proposal, a beautiful wedding, a planned pregnancy, graduating in 2015. They may not be important to you but they were life experiences that were ruined and for the love of God. I cannot "get over it"
I didn't have a romantic proposal. I am still waiting on my romantic proposal.. lmao I'm serious idc that I'm married. I wasn't able to go on a bomb as honey moon like I wanted too.. but I chose that path. it was either get pregnant or have a dreamy wedding and I chose to get pregnant. and I don't regret it. Sincere is the best thing to happen to me. I wanted to go on a romantic getaway next year and an actual wedding but now I want another baby so no more romantic getaway and once again scratch the wedding.
but things happen for a reason. That may have been your plans but that wasn't God plans for you baby girl. You are still truly blessed.. things may not happen the way you wwantee them to happen but they are still happening for you. You have a beautiful baby boy. You're married and you are finishing up school (I think according to your snaps) ... You will look back at this very moment and will be glad it happened this way. even if you can't see it at this very moment!
Thanks. I guess sometimes I don't ever look at the positive . and I'm waiting for mines too but my husband don't see the point for either -___- @sexii_diiva