Hi. I'm new to this app. This is my 2nd pregnancy. My 1st was a stillbirth at 27 weeks 6 days & it was a girl. The most painful thing anybody could go through. One of the hardest things in life to deal with. I had her April 8, 2015 & I told myself I wouldn't try anymore & just gave up on God. A couple months later, in August, we found out we were expecting again. During my last pregnancy I didn't feel movement & every time I went to the bathroom to pee, I was actually letting out amniotic fluid & didn't know. I had no pain or anything. I just felt something wasn't right & my intuition was tell me right. I'm just extra nervous & cautious about everything during this pregnancy. I'm always paying attention to my son's movements & I'm always paying attention to my urine. U have nonidea!! Even my boyfriend is nervous at times when I haven't felt movements. It just always keeps me on eggshells. I constantly tell myself to trust God!! Literally hundreds of times a day. I also visit a high risk dr & I'm on heparin injections 2x daily to reduce blood clotting & I'm constantly dehydrated bc of all the blood tests they run. I get discouraged sometimes but I have to tell myself it'll all be worth it soon. It's so complicated. I'm not complaining, I just ask for daily prayers & support. I have a great supportive family also. They would be appreciated. I can't stress how important it is to pay attention to your baby's movements!!!!!!! Thanks!!
Prayers to you and Congrats!!! I too had a still birth at 7 months... Due to preeclampsia!! I had my son since then he was delivered healthy he's 8 years old now, and I'm currently pregnant again 32weeks all high risk pregnancy my due date is 1-1-16 but they schedule me a c section 12/28 which I don't mind cause I know my medical conditions and risk!!
So happy you you are learning to trust God. This is also my second pregnancy after losing a son. I understand trying to be in that good head space. God got us and our babies will be here next spring.
I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending hugs and best wishes for a happy and healthy pregnancy your way! Welcome to preggie.