I don't ever get surprises :( I wish someone (anyone but my fiance would be best) would surprise me…

I don't ever get surprises :( I wish someone (anyone but my fiance would be best) would surprise me with something I really want without me having to ask them to get it for me or tell them it's what I want for Christmas/my birthday. I just watched a video dedicated to showing the emotion of people surprised with puppies as presents and I just want someone to do that for me :(