update: the spotting stopped when I went to bed again, but started up again when I got to work, dark brown/purple ish it was almost nothing.. now im home, a dark clot cam when i whiped and now there is some change in colour... red and fresh. drs called and I go for blood work tomorrow.
Just bought "mybabybeat" app and it worked !! I can now listen to my baby's heartbeat when I want ❤️😊
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Can’t wait to be cleared for working out again I legit have hated how heavy I’ve felt this pregnancy
Why can't other mom's just be there for other mom's and work together and help each other not bash other mom's because when other mom's bash other mom's it makes us feel like we aren't doing a good job at least that's how I feel when I get bashed.
I was having pain in my left pelvic area Monday and Tuesday. ( hoping maybe it was a cyst that ruptured)
yesterday I was having very strong pressure in my lower back, it was almost constant. still feeling it a bit still but its not as bad as yesterday. the spotting has basically stopped again.