Man, cousins are having there babies now, next one in a few weeks. Neighbor is due soon. So many fucking babies and my heart just hurts.
Life is hard. But you just have to keep going and soo n I know I'll get my precious gift. No matter what other bs comes my way. It might not be the choice everyone wishes. But it's what I gota do. high grade abnormal cells. next stage is cervical cancer. Dr suggest I take the next step and go on wait list for day surgury. 2 week recovery. followed by possible ...