when you are so down on yourself that you cant even cry, you just want to lay in bed all day but you have a baby that needs you. feeling so guilty that i am feeling so depressed. I love my son, shouldnt he be enough? 😢
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i know exactly how you feel. unfortunately depression is very bsd. it kills. there is a youtube video. a man who studies depre$ion at harvard or some other fancy school says its one of the worst diseases and he makes it clear that it affects a person mentally and physically. it really opens ur mind to the magnitude that depression is. so next time u feel like beating urself over how u cant function. just pretend ur battleling cancer. and ask if ud expect urself as that kind of patient...to function better than what your doing. on this note. if u ccan find therapy in anyway. be through aa meetings or here. just talking and sharing ur worries will help ease ur struggle somewhat. find reach out for ne opportunity for help. hugz. just keep trying. dont give up on improving or pushing urself. but dont let depression make u feel like a bad mom because that is what it wants.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
thank you so much @yummycake i will definitely look into that video. thanks again!