hurt and upset. I found a great deal on Ulta beauty products, I haven't gotten new make up in two years (you're supposed to replace it every 6-8 months!) I found a 67pc set($175 value) and a coupon adding to just $22 after tax and shipping cost! and he's giving me shit. "You already have make up that you don't use" BECAUSE IT'S OLD AND GROSS. yet he can spend $45+ on gun ammo and other random shit not to mention he has other guns he doesn't use yet recently bought a glock, a $50 holster that he doesn't really like... seriously I'm tired of being put last and like I don't matter, we just got in a fight last night for his tone and interrupting me when I try to talk to him. all I want is some new pretties to help me feel better about myself and just look good. god forbid.

You get the makeup if that's what you want it's not just his money. You deserve things to. @rainbowbaby2016
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Why can't other mom's just be there for other mom's and work together and help each other not bash other mom's because when other mom's bash other mom's it makes us feel like we aren't doing a good job at least that's how I feel when I get bashed.
Rant
My SO has been rude a lot ever since I've gotten pregnant...he said he doesn't care about my pregnancy, he doesn't even take one day off from work just ONE to come to at least one ultra sound appointment. I mean he's always making sure I'm fed, he lets use the heating pad, and even apologized to saying he doesn't care. He can mess with me all day but when I want to join and play around he gives me an attitude. He just makes me feel like s*** at times. He's a great fiancé don't get me wro...

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.