
I feel for those who have lost their babies I am so blessed to have my son with me today and being able to watch him sleep and hear his cry. I love you kaiden Lee Wade graham you have fought my whole pregnancy drs ,nurses,people telling me you aren't going to make it passed 20 weeks I remember a doctor from atrium told me why would I risk my life (literally said this to me ..) And I replied because mine isn't as precious as my child's even if it doesn't make it or even if we both don't or only one of us do I know that we both fought I fought for him and if I die and my child lives I'll be happy and peaceful because he/she had a chance and will continue to fight for himself and his mommy the doctor said I was going to be a very good mom and he'd keep me in his prayers. I sat down with Christian and I told him if there god forbid ever was a choice between me and kaiden to live pick him and take care of him and make sure he's safe and tell him how much I loved him and all about me . I wrote a letter to kaiden telling him how much I love him because I seriously thought while being in labor I was going to die . my ovaries and uterus is severely damaged from things I won't mention. But man I am sooo proud of us we made it little boy and you are my hero I love you so much.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...


Thank you for loving me, teaching me strength and showing me pure innocent love. I feel lost, empty and broken - but in time I will be okay, because I know you're okay and at peace. Enjoy your fun in fields of flowers and endless laughter my sweet girl. Know that you have made an impact on the world more than anyone can see because you are truly amazing and I thank God for the time he has given us with you. I love you always and forever my princess Diana.
Rest in peace my sweet girl 👑👼💜💋
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My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your question but this is my answer.
My son is 7 and he knows race and color. Why? Because he himself comes from a family that is multi racial and because he has already experienced racism. I also believe as his mother it’s my job to teach him color and the cold hard truth about society. He knows what’s going on in this world. I’d be hurting him if I allowed him to blindly walk out...
@mommi1315,