this isn't exactly a rant but I needed to get it off my chest. more like rambling. I feel like my…
this isn't exactly a rant but I needed to get it off my chest. more like rambling.
I feel like my fiance thinks I don't want him because I can't sleep with him (I mean actual sleep not sex). it's not that I don't want to at all because I really do. I don't know exactly what it is but there are several things it could be. sorry if this is weird but im going to list things that might make it hard for me to sleep with him
-I like to sprawl out and he likes to sleep in the middle of the bed leaving little room for my fat self
-I worked night shift for 8 months and still haven't gotten my sleep schedule back to normal even though I quit 3 months ago.
-night time is the only time I can be alone. while everyone else is sleeping.
-I've always liked night time better than day time. I'm not a people person at all (not meaning I hate everyone. I'm just really awkward in social situations) and night time has less people
-I get hot easily. extra body heat does not help
just typing this out has made me think the best solution would probably be forcing myself back into a night time sleeping schedule and getting a bigger bed...
Valerie·
Dude I totally get this. My boyfriend gets so mad because I told him I don't like sleeping with him. For one, he doesn't get up and help me with Isaac so he sleeps just fine and gets all the sleep he wants, so therefore he goes to bed whenever he wants to and wants me to stay up with him. Like no, this is the only time I get sleep, don't make me be awake when I don't want to be. He hogs the bed, I love to sprawl out and move whenever I'm not comfortable. He just stops me from sleeping well.
Sarah·
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@valerie_jean, 👍 exactly!