Confession: Since I can't post it anywhere else. I cannot stand my baby's father. We rushed in to things and because he was a nice guy who really liked me, I figured it would work, but it's not. Everything he does and says irks my nerves. On top of everything else, it really isn't making this easy. Waited 12 years to have my second kid and I still fucked up. I sure know how to pick the dead-end option every time, whether I put thought in to it or not.
Don't beat yourself up girl I did it too twice and here I am on my third and I love my man we have our issues but at the end it's true love. You will love your baby regardless and whoever judges you for having two kids by two different guys isn't worth it anyway. It happened for a reason and don't what if your self or get caught up on spilt milk. If you already know you aren't in love don't waste your time. Focus on your kids and hopefully someone you do love will come and sweep you off your feet .
@mcharee,