Confession: Since I can't post it anywhere else. I cannot stand my baby's father. We rushed in to things and because he was a nice guy who really liked me, I figured it would work, but it's not. Everything he does and says irks my nerves. On top of everything else, it really isn't making this easy. Waited 12 years to have my second kid and I still fucked up. I sure know how to pick the dead-end option every time, whether I put thought in to it or not.