I'm pretty sure last night was one of the most miserable nights of my life and my calf muscles are more than bruised... I got no sleep due to random Charlie horse bullshit all friggin night... I just wanna cry this morning. Im off work today but omg if I wasn't, I'd kill... Will that shit stop after I have Bella? I just can't deal! :'(
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Water bananas and stretches! i've been getting them also but I started eating two bananas a day and stretching my leg muscles throughout the day and before I goto sleep it helps! but it should go away after you give birth it's just the baby stealing all our vitamins and minerals and water lol