This is my grandmother who I lost just 5 short days ago, the day before my birthday. It has been very hard for me over the past few days but I know she wouldn't want me to be sad so I'm doing all I can to just smile through it. We will lay her to rest in the morning and I'm just hoping it doesn't end up being too much for me to handle. I'm the first born of 14 grandchildren and we were very close. I'm just asking that all of my preggies keep us in your prayers through this emotional time. Thanks.