What sad is I've never loved anyone as much as I love my son. It's like every relationship I've ever been in has been based on nothing... Nobody has ever gotten so excited just to see me, or smiled at me before they went to sleep or wanted just my attention. I never thought about it until just now and it's like all I needed was to be a mom and now that's all that matters. I could be completely alone just have my son and I would be completely happy it makes me feel amazing having somebody that needs me as much as he does. I LOVE BEING HIS MOMMY. he is my everything