Baby is the only thing that is keeping us even sort of together. Trying to get him to leave.

ive felt like this but i still love him, just sometimes he makes me feel so upset

I wouldn't

I wouldn't. I would have left a hella long time ago.

My first husband I absolutely felt that way. We were actually separated when I found out I was pregnant with our first so we worked it out, had one more and I stuck it out for 10 years. it was really no way to live or let my children grow up seeing a dysfunctional relationship. I thought I was doing what was best for my kids but it turns out they are much happier now and so am I.