Urgent care might be a good option, they offer discounts. Or a free clinic. And the ER always has to treat you. I can't imagine how difficult this is but is there anyone who could take the baby for a bit so you can have a break and get some rest? It is so hard being a mom sometimes! But you're not alone and you always have options, try to remember that! I hope you are able to find the help you need. It was really brave to reach out like this :)

don't have a doctor, can't afford to pay the bills for it. the one I was seeing for my ppd called me stupid then my insurance expired.

It's either postpartum depression or a chemical imbalance after giving birth. Sometimes it take awhile to bond with your child. Thankfully enough books I've read regarding pregnancy says this is a bit more common that people think. See a doctor and I sincerely wish you all the best. Huggles

This sounds like you might be experiencing post partum depression. It can happen any time in the first year after your have a baby. Just know it's hormonal so a doctor can absolutely help you. Talk to your doctor :) The best thing you can do for your daughter is be healthy and well. Sending positive thoughts your way!

You might be going through post partum depression

You need to speak with your doctor immediately. It sounds to me like you may have postpartum depression which is a very serious condition and needs to be dealt with ASAP.

Aw you know this is pretty common after pregnancy. Talk to your doctor about what you can do-you aren't alone ❤️

I mean I feel nothing for her, I want nothing to do with her, and I can't stand being a mom...... @raelynnsmommy

what do you mean?