May be having a revelation.... For two weeks I've been a mess, my baby's father moved out and i…

May be having a revelation.... For two weeks I've been a mess, my baby's father moved out and i completely fell apart. My mom died last year and the prospect of not having her OR a supportive partner is just terrifying. I'm lucky to have great loving supportive friends and family but it isn't the same. Today was the first time we actually fought and some of my anger started to come out. He said some really hurtful things and I am starting to realize what everyone has been telling me for a while- we shouldn't be together. I just feel bad bringing my child into this mess :(