I'm starting to get really emotional thinking about how we lost my gpa a few months ago( that the baby is named after)…

I'm starting to get really emotional thinking about how we lost my gpa a few months ago( that the baby is named after) and hearing about so many firefighters losing their lives to the fires here in California. My dad and brother are both gone firefighting and will more than likely miss the baby's birth and im just so worried about them :(