I hate having no car. I can't even take myself to the doctor to find out the gender of my baby next…

I hate having no car. I can't even take myself to the doctor to find out the gender of my baby next week or do anything fun with my daughter. And my kids father works out of town for weeks at a time and I'm overwhelmingly lonely. I just feel like I'm gonna have a breakdown and I have no one. I just can't live like this anymore