I wanted to be the pretty one today. At my first baby shower... I've always been the fat ugly one.…

I wanted to be the pretty one today. At my first baby shower... I've always been the fat ugly one. And today I tried to get as beautiful as possible. And dress pretty. And feel pretty. And my sister decides she needs to out do me in everything AGAIN. And all anyone can say is "why are crying THIS time?" I'm ready to say fuck the baby shower.