I know the feeling. My baby's daddy and I just broke up 2 days ago and we made an agreement to not talk to each other ever again and it's killing me bc he is one of the best people I had in my life. He wasn't just my boyfriend/baby's daddy he was my best friend. I miss him so much it's so hard. Our daughter should be born in 2 weeks (due dates in 2 weeks) and not having him around is going to be so hard... I am here for you and if you ever want to talk just message me! I know how you feel and I am here for you!