I feel so frustrated today. I am normally on quite a few expensive medications due to some chronic…

I feel so frustrated today. I am normally on quite a few expensive medications due to some chronic health issues but had to get off of a few for my pregnancy for the safe of the baby. Now, 6th months pregnant this has all totally come back on me and I am having a lot of trouble with my health due to not being on my meds. The doctors are now having to give me all types of antibiotics and steroids to counter act it. The baby has not been affected by any of this thank god. I just feel like going off my regular meds just has me on twice the amount of meds now so what was the point. Also I feel like we are going to go broke paying for all of the copays. I just feel so unimpowered my having to be on so many medications (and not cheap ones) my whole life just to get by and I know it will always be this way. Normally I can accept it as a fact of life but today is just one of those days I'm struggling with it.