I think I've finally come to senses that I'm actually depressed. I've been so embarrassed to even vent except on here. I…

Definitely try and see a psychologist. I was depressed at one point and it really really helped and ended up getting better. It's good you have finally admitted it. You are headed towards a great direction.

im always here if u feel like talking k :)

@yummycake, @firstbaby_girl

thank you both!

ur regular doc can prescribe u meds. but to trully help you ull have to find a medical approved psychologist...and this wilm take sometime..so be patient. the most therapy u can recieve is to talk about how ur doing. and keeping ur mind away from things that cause u suffering.

some forms of getting help should be free and I don't see why any insurance wouldn't cover it. you can always call and see what you insurance is willing to pay for

@firstbaby_girl, @momofroyalty do you guys know if medi-cal/ partnership will cover it?...

your obgyn can refer you and there's also a hot line u can call.

they should be able to offer help through a doctors office