I just found out my mama is dying and I live across the US ... after having to take a leave from…

I just found out my mama is dying and I live across the US ... after having to take a leave from school because this girl is threatening me and coming to my house. I had anxiety attacks all day bad and hoping the baby is ok. im so depressed and I dont wanna be here anymore. I just want to curl up with my mama and go with her but I want to be a mother to my baby.... I hope this baby is ok.