this cookout hasn't even started yet and I have already come to the conclusion that I probably won't be able to restrain myself from punching someone in the face if they say one goddamn thing to stress me out. I already hate today. today is the anniversery of when I was raped 4 years ago. my fiance doesn't know that and I don't want to tell him. but he is the worst at dealing with my stress. the worst thing you can do to someone who is having a stress anxiety attack is ask why they are stressing so much. you have to find a solution. usually the solution is as simple as a fucking hug. he is probably going to be the one to get punched