Postpartum is getting the best of me. I been having thoughts, depression, feeling not important, I just want peace and quiet. I been crying for two days haven't ate in two days. My kids say something to me I ignore, we went to dinner and I just sat there. I hop out the car and just took a walk and cried some more. My husband didn't even care. My newborn been cranky and I'm getting frustrated and want to run away